Why my heart is so restless Part 2

Maan gave his resignation letter to Geet.
She raised her eye brows and looked at him,"What is this?"
He replied with no expression on his face,"My resignation letter".
Geet was shocked.She did'nt want him to leave as he was really talented,her office needed him very badly.
"But why did you decide to leave?"
"You don't know that Ma'am?"
Her face became dull.
"Yesterday's incident broke your heart.So you are leaving?
"No Ma'am.I am not that weak.I am leaving only because you hate my sight.I realized that for you i am just an ordinary man who does'nt have place in your high class world".
"Maan!May be on the basis of marriage you are only an ordinary man.But this is an office.On the basis of profession no one can defeat you.You are just extra ordinary and i don't want to lose you".
Maan stared at her beautiful eyes which had no love for him.
"Please.."She pleaded.
She was willing to bend before him to get him back.
"Ok".
Finally he agreed to stay back.
Geet was relieved.
"Thank you so much.You are so sweet".
He said in his mind,"For middle class people only the soul mate is sweet.But for high class people evetyone is sweet.So strange.I don't fit their world".

Maan was not able to sleep at night.
"Geet Ma'am wanted me back.But not because she loved me.She needed me only to fulfill her professional needs.Why i am not able to accept the truth that i will never get her.Why my heart is so restless?"
He was losing his peace of mind.
Geet did not leave her in his dreams also.Like a beautiful butterfly she was after Maan in his dream.He was honey and she was butterfly.She was enjoying his company.
He sang out of pain.
"Kyun raaton ko main ab chayn se so na sakoon
Oo..
Kyun aata nahin mujhe din mein bhi chain-o-sukoon
Oo kyun aisa hota hai main khud se hi baatein karoon
Oo kyun tu jo bole koi sune na woh main hi sunu
Dil ye bekarar kyun hai
Iss pe dhun sawaar kyun hai
Kyun hai ye khumaar kyun hai, tu bataa

Tera intezar kyun hai, tujhpe aitbaar kyun hai
Kyun hai ye khumar kyun hai, tu bataa
Tu bataa, tu bataa

Kyun tujhe dekhe bina aata nahin dil ko sabar
Oo kyun tere chehre se hatt ti nahin yeh nazar
Oo kyun tujhe paake mujhe rehta hai khone ka darr
Oo kyun tere siva saari duniya se hoon main bekhabar

Dil ye bekarar kyun hai
Iss pe dhun sawaar kyun hai
Kyun hai ye khumaar kyun hai, tu bataa
Tera intezar kyun hai, tujhpe aitbaar kyun hai
Kyun hai ye khumar kyun hai, tu bataa
Tu bataa, tu bataa.."{Players}.

Maan controlled himself.He did not look at Geet.He did not try to enjoy her gestures.He ignored her completely and concentrated on his work.Geet felt bad getting ignored by him.She was missing his innocent chat with her.
Geet went towards him.
"Maan!"
"Yes Ma'am!Any other work?"
"No.Actually...i think still you are hurt by my behaviour that day.That's why you are avoiding me".
He thought,"So she felt the difference.She feels pain when i avoid her".
He smiled in his mind feeling that Geet is knowing his importance slowly.
"Actually you are perfect.You have no defect.Your financial back ground is not a defect.But i tried to make myself believe that only Tuttu is perfect".
"Tuttu?Who is he?"
"He was my child hood friend.He left our place when we were really small.But i was not able to forget him.When i reached teenage I realized that i have fallen for him".
Maan was shocked.
"You love Tuttu?"Maan was restless.
"Yes.No doubt".
He was shattered.
"I really love him.But the problem is that i don't know anything about him.I don't know where he is.I don't know anything about his family.I don't even know his real name.Among our gang members he was known as Tuttu.All i know is one day he will come back to me.Because our friendship was that strong.He had promised that he will come back to me.But that time we were too small.Though i am confident about his come back,at the same time I am scared whether he must have forgotten me..whether he forgot his promise.."
Slowly Maan held her hands and caressed them softly,"He has not forgotten you.He has come back to you with a heart filled with love for you".

Geet looked at him.He was looking deeply at her.
She looked at his eyes unbelievingly.His eyes looked beautiful like a rainbow.
"Tuttu?"Geet uttered that name.
Maan smiled.